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True friends aren’t the ones who make your problems disappear.
They are the ones who won’t disappear when you’re facing problems.

(These next few lines got nothing to do with the post above. It’s for my best friend, she might be reading this when i am back to my city.
Once i was on a work trip to a new place & my bestie DEMI decided to join. We planned to chill at nearby beach after my client meet was over. Suddenly it started raining.
I asked her; “it’s not a good weather, do you still wanna go to the beach?”.
She replied; “I didn’t fly here to check good weather. I came for good vibes. You & me teasing tickling fighting hugging each other, fuck weather”.
No matter she is sitting on my lap or i am in a different continent, that good vibe never fell short. There’s nothing more beautiful than a time-tested truthful consistent person.)

True me.. Tap-769..

So you want to be happy?

Then stop letting the smallest things ruin your whole entire day.
If you’re bored with your daily routine, do something unexpected.
Stop complaining about how alone you are when you’re surrounded by people who actually care about you.
Forget all the drama and let go of all the grudges you’ve been holding.
Stop wasting time lingering over all that you could have, should have and would have done.
Stop spending your days thinking of how much better you could do.
Stop longing for something that has been and always will be out of your reach.
Just live the days as they come, stay consistent with your approach.
Wake up every morning and smile at the wonderful day that awaits you.
Take a risk for once, calculated risks if it’s possible.
Let yourself be happy, because you deserve it.

Love someone exactly as they are, and they’ll transform into the best possible version of who they could be.
Love yourself exactly as you are, and you will do the same.
HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE.
CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY.

Tap OUT..✌️

True me.. Tap-767..

We’ve been infected with this idea that LOVE is an emotion only felt between two people.
But love is universal.
It’s an energy,
a contagious force,
a beautiful gift.

To offer money to a homeless man is to love.
To smile at a stranger is love.
To be grateful,
to be hopeful,
to be consistent,
to be faithful,
to be truthful,
to be considerate,
to be brave,
to be forgiving,
to be proud of yourself,
is also to LOVE.

First have a lust towards a beautiful life.
I am talking about your OWN LIFE.
Never obsess about chasing love.
Chase goals.
Chase dreams.
Chase the behaviors that are going to make you better.

You don’t chase love;
you allow that to find you by accident,
and when it finds you by accident,
you’ll know that is was supposed to find you PURPOSEFULLY.

(This paragraph got nothing to do with the post above. It’s my movie review for FREEGUY. Watched in ODEON IMAX, the movie & experience both were amazing. One of the best movie theater i visited so far. Friends said, it’s a great one time watch, but i will definitely watch it again. Don’t miss it. My friends also suggested it’s even better in 4DX 3D. The only part i didn’t like was my bestie DEMI ate 4 chocolate cupcakes, a litre of cold drinks & a whole large tub of popcorn like a hungry pig. I must agree, most girls who look good are some kinda sorcerers. It’s impossible to look fly while eating that much amount of garbage.)

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True me.. Tap-766..

Some periods of our growth are so confusing that we don’t even recognize that growth is happening.
We may feel hostile or angry or weepy and hysterical, or we may feel depressed.
It would never occur to us,
unless we stumbled on a book,
or a person who explained to us,
explained us that we were in fact in the process of change,
of actually becoming larger spiritually than we were before.

Whenever we grow,
we tend to feel it,
we tend to feel it as a young seed must feel the weight and inertia of the earth as it seeks to break out of its shell on its way to becoming a plant.
Often the feeling is anything but pleasant.
But what is most unpleasant is the not knowing what is happening.
Those long periods when something inside ourselves seems to be waiting,
holding its breath,
unsure about what the next step should be,
eventually become the periods we wait for,
waiting for those periods that we realize that we are being prepared for the next phase of our life,
and that in all probability a new level of the PERSONALITY is about to be revealed.
KEEP WORKING & STAY READY TO RECEIVE.

(This paragraph got nothing to do with the post above. Now the question everyone asking in university group; “Is there a secret instagram account of TAP?”. ANSWER IS YES, only 5 people know about it. I use it more like a travel timeline diary. My real instagram has around 16k followers, I don’t even know 99% of those people. Way back some asshole stole & published my workout images in an Amsterdam based male erotic model magazine, one of my ex-bitch informed me about it when she was planning to hire a stripper for her sister’s bachelorette party. Fun part is, that’s the time period i didn’t even leave my country for one whole year & I was/am really happy with my DATA ANALYST JOB. Since then, i am not uploading my face to instagram. But i am quite active in snapchat, i have streaks with all 122 contacts. I know & i have met every single one of them. I trust all of them, nobody will screenshot or steal my pictures there.)

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True me.. Tap-765..

Forgive yourself for the desires you judged harshly.
Forgive yourself for indulging in things that took up your time but didn’t fulfill you.
Forgive yourself for declaring yourself as someone you’re not.
Forgive yourself for your chosen avenues of negative expression.
Forgive yourself for all the times you didn’t add value to others.
Forgive yourself for what you discovered about yourself that you didn’t like.
Forgive yourself for whatever ugliness you saw in yourself.
Forgive yourself for not correcting what you think you should have.
Forgive yourself for the parts you couldn’t respect.
Forgive yourself for all these judgements.
Forgive yourself for not being able to forgive yourself before.
Forgive yourself for how you chose to survive.
Foregiveness is making a conscious decision to live in the present, even if the past still hurts.

(This paragraph got nothing to do with the post above. Everything that’s real takes longer to build, the longer it stands & the longer it takes to break. Chrissi you dumb girl, keep on forgiving TAP. I can’t accept your gift till next year. Let me fix myself first, right now i am the wrong one. Doors to my house are open for my people every Saturday, please join. Love outta respect. Truth is trust.)

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True me.. Tap-764..

It is important to know who you are,
what you stand for and how you want to see yourself.
You have your whole life for you,
and you determine what you do with it and how you will experience your journey.
There is no one who can tell you who you are,
because you decide for yourself.
You make your own choices,
you choose your own direction,
and you determine your own steps.

Think about who you are,
think about how you position yourself against others.
Think of your qualities and your intentions.
See yourself as the person you want to be,
without thinking about your status,
your score,
your ability or the people around you.
Nothing or nobody should affect who you are as a person,
who you are in terms of thinking,
who you are in your actions.
The life you have for you is your chance to follow your dreams, to discover,to develop and to enjoy yourself.
Imagine a life in which you are completely yourself, in which you fulfill your dreams.
Live. Live your life first.

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True me.. Tap-763..

More than anything, the world needs you to show up strong and courageous.
People may not know it,
They may not see it,
They may not understand it,
But deep within you, you have to see it and you have to recognize it.

You may not just see this at present moment,
but you see what could be, and that’s a gift.
You see the pain, but you also see the healing.
You see the problem, but you also see the solution.
You see the lack, but you also see the provision.
You see the the gap. but you also see the bridge.
Lean towards seeing the brighter side.
Lean towards creating a better version of yourself at any expense of time or effort.
Lean into that & TRUST YOURSELF.

Tap OUT..✌️