You scored Tap!!

This is just a tiny “Thank you” note to all who wished me luck for my next endeavour. I have seen people lie, cheat, betray & break soul-ties. Life goes on. Earning Tap’s trust is a heck of a big task. Some of you are still proving me wrong where I wasn’t even expecting your presence. It’s rare to find people who stand the test of time. Please keep surprising me time to time, I adore consistent approach. Tap vibes right with TRUTH & MONEY. Yes it’s a fast life with travel & goals, I keep moving switching places. You all own Tap for real.

Thank you to my CMU boozies & few high school mates. Go to my telegram channel, I have something for all.

(Tiny mention; Girls approach me expecting as if my heart or dick is up for a black-friday sale. Emotionally I am closed, definitely not ready for LOVE or a relationship. When I say “Sugartits” or “Polish Bum”, I am talking to the same person. It’s one on one, soothing & amazing. She is truthful & jealous about me. I am a rampant blunt asshole. Bad combo. Someone earned my TRUST & RESPECT. Meanwhile she wowed my both heads. I had/have options, I chose my happiness.)

So TRUE.. (Hope so)

I don’t know how true this is. Yes, I am a LEO. In my case, I don’t have anything like EGO. My self-respect is my only possession. You have to respect me as I respect myself. If that gets hammered, I don’t know who you are!!

Best proposal ever!!

I am made to receive & appreciate compliments, aaaaah Leo thing. Nothing exciting about that. But writing this post to value someone’s effort towards a proposal, talking about a buddy from my past who died this year march.

Her exact lines were “Tap, allow me come closer. Let’s buy life together. It took me long time to figure out that I am not just attracted towards you. No cheap flirting this time. I want you to accept me as yours and I will do rest.”

I was an asshole those days who used to decide whom to date looking at boots/boobs. My heart was scorn inside because of own mess. Out of confusion, I laughed at that proposal. She just hugged my arms lightly & told me not to be sorry. I really want to experience that goodness again. People never understand “Love is a amalgamation of attraction, attention, loyality, truth, trust & togetherness”. One thing goes missing, that relationship is meant to fall apart. Once in a day for 10-12 minutes I get a thought like “i want to be in a truthful stable commited relationship”, and I recover from that thought in next 10 minutes.😂

Peace to the sweetest girl I ever came across. You are alive somewhere, I see you.