True me.. Tap-425..

Start today. Start first. Start fresh. Eat healthy. Train like your body stops feeling pain. Once you quit, you will be back to ZERO from where you began and start dreaming about what you were before quitting. Erase that option to QUIT. It’s your body which screams to STOP, not your mind. Wipe that sweat & fetch your DREAMS. Your strength & pride lies in your PAIN. Now tell yourself “You are different. Your uniqueness is, you aren’t gonna give up. Be proud of yourself”.

πŸ˜‚ Sweaty messy TAPPIE MONSTER.

Very few men are able to experience their limits of physical capabilities & mental strength.

Tap OUT..πŸ€—

True me.. Tap-424..

I work as a data analytics professional & I also run a tiny health supplement business where i sell some athleisure clothing as well under my brand name in few e-commerce sites, because of my business I come in touch with different types of people from different regions/backgrounds. To be honest most people are not good with their ego & self-respect, people fail to understand the difference between both because of their insecurities. Sometimes it goes even more weird because there is MONEY involved. This is the story of other side where I feel other side is cringey or clingy just to get a bargain in a bulk order.

Story of my side is “The businessman part of me is nasty”, please don’t expect a gentle/sweet response if you are talking to me in between 11am-3pm. I just talk logic & numbers in that timeframe. A strong competitive mindset that I can’t leave aside which portrays my image as an angry stubborn rude TAP. The worst part is, I do this with a healthy happy funny mood. I still don’t know how/why my voice sounds so deep/grumpy during that specific time. Learning to be more calm & composed with time. I wish everyday not to hurt anyone with my words, but this happens once in a while. I still make things right before hitting bed. I can’t fall asleep with a thought of hurting someone.

Lesson for me today: There is no place for ARROGANCE & IGNORANCE in business. RESPECT THAT RESPECT YOU GET FROM OTHERS.

Tap OUT..πŸ’ͺ

True me.. Tap-423..

If you wanna make money to afford your desires, SPOT ON you are on right track. If you are doing so to please people around you, then ask yourself once “what’s the necessity & is it even worth it!?”

People always play this People card which involves parents, partner, siblings, friends or own kids. What you do at the end is “flexing how good you are at in supporting others!!” Let’s be true, you did that only to satisfy your motives. Be blunt about your desires & motives instead. People or things, somehow both are temporary. When you work towards your desires, you are feeding your soul some healthy dose of happiness. There is nothing wrong in being selfish towards fetching your happiness.

Tap OUT..πŸ€—

True me.. Tap-422..

Before marching towards SUCCESS, there is a long preparation. A preparation which challenges your limits. That challenge will bring tons of changes to life, some positive & some negative ones too which may evolve from own failures. Past failures mustn’t hold you back from reaching where you wanna reach. People who strive to fulfill their dreams always stay loyal to their future, not their past.

Learn to face your failures till FAILURE fails to face you. This is a fun ride. SUCCESS is something once you see results, it becomes an ADDICTION.

Tap OUT..πŸ’ͺ

True me.. Tap-18..

Death shouldn’t be your fear. Those who love us will miss us; that should be your FEAR..

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, GIVE YOUR BEST TILL YOU GET THE BEST.. 😘

I only lie at work…

Yeah. That one person whom i dared to express my love without a next thought. Because, i felt that sense of security in her words. That warmth which was so selfless, it was screaming that’s mine. I think, that’s a one time feeling. When you get it, you don’t compare it to rest. Love is not about getting the best, it’s about someone’s effort of filling the vacuum in you.

Yes, some diggers came & escaped. People will always be selfish, they will always find a way to see their gain & harm you while leaving. Yeah, DIGGERS.

I am away from home since a long period of time, I don’t connect to so many things like any other person & the best part is; i am not the right person anyway for anyone. That’s the reason i laugh at trolls & who try to show me my spot. Because the truth/lie/bad side of me you want to show is just 50, i know the 100.

This post has nothing to do here. I just wanted to convey something those who care for me; you make my day, you make me feel alive, i owe you lots of love & time. Relationship is not the big key. It’s not about finding someone. It’s that one hit or miss, then you have to work on it to make sure it’s beautiful as it used to be. Life is beautiful. Make more out of it.

Friends; No, You are the family i see. In a usual day, i use at least a hundred curse words involving you & your sister/mum. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. I am not gonna ask a SORRY for that anyday. But i am really SORRY for you, you & all of you deserve a much better human instead of this stupid TAP as a friend in your next life. This one is going to be all about me. I love it, when i hear the talking point is “TAP”. I wasn’t like this before few years. You motherfuckers ruined me. I mean, since the day “TAPAN” became “TAP”; i am the one who has gone spoilt. Just talking my heart out.

Yeah. Few more days. Next address. Berlin it is.