Someday down the line I want to look at it after a decade. I want to see whether I can stick to my own rules, my values, my level of conduct, my level of happiness, being my own best critique, my level of being fun+funny, my own standard of discipline & my level of consistency.
It’s my exam set by myself for myself, let’s see I win or lose!

I just graduated MBA. My dream job somehow slipped away from my hands because of my mistake or because of misconduct of a pregnant lady from my own ethnicity whom I called out at work. I did what I felt right. Sometimes little pain is a lesson which is beautiful, it shows you your spot where you belong.

I perfectly know I am a golden brown guy whose bloodline origin is from an east Indian state called odisha. And I am grateful for that because my baba always keeps reminding me who we are & what we stand for, he keeps reminding me about Karma & Dharma, also why it’s important to be funny & consistent in life. Funny because it allows you to laugh at yourself when you catch yourself doing something wrong, basically your mistakes. Consistent because that sticks to your path & flow. Your consistency is the only reason you or anyone else should trust anything about you or anything you say. If you come hot one day & cold one day, then you dare to call it life, sorry that’s a life made out of stupidity which will lead to misery, nobody should take such morons seriously.

So if you want to be a great guy; just be funny, remain consistent & stay away from insufferable inconsistent idiots. It’s as easy as that.

This tiny derail has all the details I want to continue further. I just want to be a funny consistent guy, that’s it. I don’t have any career goals at this point. Who knows I might become an Instagram influencer & sell online courses or I might try to be a vlogger/blogger or I might start volunteering during weekends at our community hall to teach mid-30 women how to bake the best sourdough pizza because I love pizza. I will do anything & everything that brings happiness to my simple yet significant life. I am not the person who thinks too far & suddenly gets depressed over it. I am just grateful & happy all the time. Right now I am happy because I am seeing there’s an asshole 7yr old husky who loves destroying my couch cushions. I was kidding about those online courses selling thing, I can never do that. Knowledge is free, you can learn everything for free from internet, it only costs some time & it’s the practice which makes you perfect. And always remember this; internet will become cheaper, more accessible & there will be lots of dumbfucks who will be seen in future selling online courses related to trading or artificial intelligence & mental health counseling, all are just scammers, stay away from them.

Good part is; I have a roof over my head which I can call home, there’s a balcony with amazing view where I hangout with all my friends every evening. Yes, I am planning to pump some babies inside an angel after getting married someday in 2020. Thanks for reading this far (especially if the reader’s name is Tapan). Keep thriving. Almighty is gracious. Life is a fun thing, let it be.

Tap OUT..😘