Life is a funny little process. Just because I am spending a bit too much time lately with family, my nephews, and my horses does not mean I have given up on my ambitions or started playing it safe just because a few businesses took off. I paid my dues through hard days, and now when I look around, all I see are dumbfucks. I know I am ahead of 99.9% of the people within a 1000km radius. It is not even a good feeling; it feels like being a god, which I am not. At my best, I am just a gentle demon holding a baton of karma while kneeling in front of Mother Nature or Lord Shiva. I have lost so much that the fear of losing is completely gone, and nothing bothers me anymore, even if I am sometimes terrified of myself.

People know I do not know how to be sad, but I keep my anger on a tight leash because I am dead ass serious at my core. My mind is a dark place to hang out, and looking around, the fakefuckery is at an all time high, which is why I have taken refuge in pure humor while still enjoying myself a bit too much. The right people know the drill: my only real missions are being a great son to my mama and a good citizen to my motherland, and the pursuit is on. Somewhere down the line after my PhD, I might just crash law school in 2027, fingers crossed.

(This music video got nothing to do with the post above. Next few words are for my bestfriend DEMI, pardon your RUDEY/TAPPIE/GOLDEN BEAR/LION KING. This song was on loop 3 times & my neighbour girl was vibing looking hella sassy 🔥🔥🔥 in a bit to short denim shorts. You know my hands have their own life while dancing & I can’t get over athletic caucasian girls. Yes i hate you, actually i love your fit 🍑 little more than i like you.😂🤪 Missing your voice & vibe. No matter who’s around, you own the biggest chunk of my head & heart till i am single. Pick me from Matt’s place, office dinner tomorrow & my eyes are wide open to devour your A-game.😋
I won’t leave it open, you know I’m on on go.
Moving too fast, you know I’m on on go).

Tap OUT..✌️